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2007-06-14T11:43:00.000+08:00

woke up to this msg on my phone

" the potato chips exploded in the plane! OMG!"

the scene sounded so comical i burst loud laughing. Just imagine you are on a quiet trip back to the sunny island and all of a sudden, u hear the explosion of 4 gigantic bags of potato chips all together. Yes, FOUR gigantic bags of potato chips. Imagine the malu-ness you'd face in that enclosed space. You cant run, you cant hide, that is unless you decided to jump of the plane la.. Just pray that the plane crew will not charge my bro as a potential terrorist. LOL!

haix the price of buying potato chips for your sis ( shakes head) LMAO!
i shall eat the potato chips with much gratitude.

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nothing much happened in the hols. just afew of the 'fated-to meet-e-'GAY' ' incidents.
ya la i think too much but then, i still think its damn Xie and of course, damn Qiao!
LOL! chap liao im becoming more shallow than ever but not as shallow as the people with initials of S.C.Y.R and G. L. Z. N.

its weird talking to myself, so shall end here. BYE :

LOL!!!

2007-04-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

my bro did this and sent it to me.

i didnt know the men in my family had hidden korean identities.

2007-04-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

yes, i want to be the cat.

tsk tsk.

2007-03-31T10:21:00.000+08:00

4th month into jc2 life and im starting to feel e stress. i ought to. every teacher is starting to stress on e word Alevels again. Major exams really worries me. i rmbed working hard for Os yet i still broke down on results day.given the greater chunks of infor i have to remember, im scared that history will repeat itself.

i hate the terms teachers use on us. Yes, we're a self motivated class that is EXTREMELY guai. teachers see us as healthy competitors, yet all i see is extreme compeition-fearing of studying less than others, ppl gasping n gloating in silent about your failure without a word of comfort.it sounds all so familiar in the 'real world' but im already experiencing it in school. all i want is to achieve MY best yet all i feel is im turning into a unwilling competitor in this 'competition'. Haiz this has got to be e ultimate hellish 2yrs for me. i have the word SHAGGED pasted on my face. 4months of stress has accumulated massive eyebags, that wont even fade if i have slept well the night before.

yes school is killing me. But on a lighter note. feasting my eyes on candies during lectures are....... just purely sinful. LOL. GYA POWER!

Funny DHL ad.

2007-03-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

if u're slow like me: The girl kissed the DHL guy cause she wanted The Kiss to be delivered to her bf. Ya...u get the picture..lol

Zhuan Shu Tian Shi, The Definition of Guardian Angels.

2007-03-02T16:32:00.000+08:00

Pa asked me what i want for b-day cum results.
Dont know should say anot.

BUT CAN I GET A SONY T-10 CAMERA?!

even though i dont use cameras much and considering that i only used my old Casio camera for only...eh less than 10 times. LOL. Haiz, nvm la better dont waste money.

This yr, my wishes wont be unrealistic anymore.
I just want to see Pa and 'Me Me' quarrel less and to appreciate one another again.

Read iWeekly that day & i learnt that:

A Zhuan Shu Tian Shi ( Guardian Angel ) ensures that we will never ever feel lost in this cruel world.
They pick you up when you're down, keep you motivated in life and shares your pride and joys.
Nevertheless, they'd never leave u standing alone in your darkness moment.

A Zhuan Shu Tian Shi need not necessarily be a lover or partner.
They may be in a form of families or friends.
In fact, everyone may have more than one Zhuan Shu Tian Shi-s watching over them.
Even though i may have much lesser Zhuan Shu Tian Shi-s as compared to others.
I truly appreciate the very few that have been watching over me all this while.

( i dont have to name them ba, lol)

Seeing what i type, im quite touched by me. So those very few i mentioned, you BETTER be touched upon seeing what i typed too. you BETTER BE...otherwise..haha.

okay la, the-not-very-gd-in-expressing-herself Celine must leave le. WOO!~

Emo Weather

2007-01-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

Okay fine..we still tried to jio flh at the airport. We rushed to the airport immediately after Sarah was released. Everything seems fine till we reached the airport. We couldnt find their flight no. on the arrival list. So we went back and forth between the 2 terminals and still, there were no sights of screaming ppl.

so we decided to pluck up our courage and ask the information counter.

Sarah: eh can we check on flight BR225? cause it did not appear on the arrival screen.

Staff 1: ohhhhh....u want to see farenheit right?...

Us: *instant Malu-ness looms over us, somemore we wearing uniforms-.-*

Staff 2: They change to celsius already~!

Us: ....*we thought she was refering to the change of flight, we didnt really get the joke then*

Staff 1: They left already! So many ppl screaming la! 3 came and left together and one came
earlier on Royal Brunei. ( Damn it, it was obvious who sat on Royal Brunei la!!! and we actually missed it >.<)

Staff 2 : So..u want mine or her autograph instead? *laughs*

Us: *laughs really awkwardly and left with a shagged heart. *

so it kind of spoilt our day. after that went to mentoring and we saw this damn cute cum shuai mentee called Shawn. liao we're such paedophiles.lol. we even took sneaky pictures of him la.

Blah

2007-01-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

lessons are still as boring as ever but company's getting better i suppose? Though i think that our thinking are different, im glad we still make the efforts to compromise one another's flaws. i cant believe they said my actions are damn big & im just like a living-walking joke. ( that all sounds so familiar, LOL!). Means they think im not shu-nue. first time i hear ppl say that about me-.- But still my suaning skills can nv defeat theirs. Besides kana suan-ed, i even get REAL slaps on the face for like at least 2times per wk. i've never really been hit before, till now-.-

whatever it is, i just hopes that it gets better by the day.
but of course, i miss my good friends almost..daily. I miss Sarah n Gina's nonsense the most. I miss it when we have recess together. When i see some bo liao stuff and make comments that my new friends dont understand, i bet both of them would get the point. I miss the Mo-Qi between friends. Sometimes when i get very high over something, i cant share it cause my friends will just give me the weird look. But with them, we all get high at the same time. LOL. really hope to catch up with them soon, especially Gina since i seldom see her.

ANYWAY!!!

flh's coming tml noon. Given sarah n my timetable for fridays, it seems possible for us to go to Changi airport by 1pm since our school is considerably near the airport. we'd do anything just to catch just a glimpse of THE Wuzun, even if it means 1 second. LOL, okay kua zhang.

But since we took up mentoring kids last friday, we were having a dilemma if we should pang say the kids to jio ppl that dont even know our existence. In the end, we still decided to be moral- to go for mentoring.

we're so caring.
we're so kind.

okay, fake~~
...the real reason why we decided not to go Changi is cause sarah's friend said we wont be able to reach there on time. Other than that, we strongly believe we would be squashed like crap by their throngs of harder-core fans. _.

damn it. so near yet so far.

BYE.

Merry Christmas

2006-12-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

it's christmas today, yet it certainly doesnt feel like it. My family doesnt celebrate the annual festival that i love the most. so wasted...anyway, went out with my family and we ate mango dessert, pepper rice & ya kun. lol. afterwhich bro and i bought elva hsiao's and fish leong's album.

this happened a few days ago which i thought was rather funny in my context:

while watching my bro play Final Fantasy, i fell asleep on the other couch. So i had this weird dream that i was hanging out with my friends in a lively tunnel. It was then that i saw this group of ppl walking past me. It was ella. ya, The Ella. afterwhich, i saw Fahrenheit at the last of the rows walking past me. I approached jiro and ask, " ke yi he wo pai zhang zao mah?". of course he obliged to it. then i lean close to him like near the chest to take the pics. I was so happy in my dreams. LOL.

but when i woke up, i know why my dream had me leaning close his chest.

it was because i was leaning hard against the inclined portion of my sofa-.-

Post- Hong Kong Trip

2006-12-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Hong Kong!!! Lol. What can i say. Its really a place of dining & SHOPPING. We couldnt & didnt even wanted to stop walking even though i felt my fat legs were about to explode. Had lots of fun shopping at branded Outlet shops that sold their original products ( they were excess stocks ) at HALF PRICE. yup. so Espirit ranged from SG$ 10+ to 100 plus the most. Levi's was at SG$ 50-80. Nike products such as Shoes were like SG$60-100, even Nike Box bags cost only about SG$30, that's like 20-30 bucks cheaper than in Sg. Of course, i'd wont let this opportunities pass by me. So i spent about Sg$500 there. that's just my belongings alone. lol. Parents had to reduce to paying with visa. Thank Goodness my aunt gave me $100 at the airport. LOL. Hong Kong's food are like..LA LA LA LA LA~~~ too nice. It's beyond description. The people there were generally friendly, especially the elderly.

pictures and description time!~

Day 1

Reached the HK airport at noon. So we went to check-in first. BEHOLD~~ what sarah said was indeed true. Even the hotel staff were shuai. 2 of them were in grey suits helping us to check in. Plus they had super nicely styled hair. But didnt take their pics, it would be too freaky of me to do that right?! lol. I must remain Shu Nue what...

The room was really small. So we were given a free upgrade to a bigger room. ( LMAO, my shu nue-ness worked. LMAO, jk ) It was so much bigger. It had it's own lounge couch and even 2 Tv sets. so cosy.

By the time every thing was settled, we ate our very first HK meal.. WANTON MEE!!! so nice. Dont even be deceive by it's plain look. It was so nice i ate at this shop thrice over my 5days there. The shop uncle even laughed at us when we came back. lol

after which, we went for.. Night Market Shopping at Ladies' Market. Bought 2 bags for SG$ 20+. Bought 2 watches. My parent's ulterior motive of going there was of course to get fake rolex, but sadly the stall vendors said there were Patrol Police tonight, so they cant sell it. The market was really vibrant.

After that, we were just walking about aimlessly and all the shops looked so damn appealing. Found this crazy shoe shop that sold really nice shoes ( the kind u find at Orchard Far East ). But..guess what was the price of the shoes there.. The most ex-ones cost SG$30, which are boots. Rainie-Shoes ( Round Headed Flats ) cost......SG$ 5 to 6 bucks. WAU LAU EH!!!! where to find this in SG!?! so i die die had to try them on. they looked so nice i can sell them in Sg for 30 bucks or more. But sadly, the shoes i wanted didnt had my size. Damn it.

Dessert time after that. Xu Liu Shan is doing so well in Hk unlike Sg having closed down its only stall in Orchard.

cant believe it was only Day 1.

Day 2

We went on our half day tour around HK. The tour guide looked like Quan Yi Feng. but not as chio la :x we went to the Peak...went on a Clark Quay like boat. went to a temple. Saw Jackie Chan's Mansion on 'The Rich People's' hill. Ate really nice dim-sum. Viewed boring jewellery.Went shopping again where i bought a addidas box-bag.

the largest purple crystal cave in the World.

Disgusting looking yet damn nice chocolate Egg waffle kind of thing.

At night, we went to Stanley Market. It was just exactly the same as Ladies' Street but less exciting " :/ but i still bought a 2 dollar bracelet. Parents finally found their fake Rolex & Patek Philip..but 50bucks for fakes? i still think it's not worth it. While buying the watches, we had to hide around behind the stalls cause of the fear of patrolling police, i felt quite guilty while my parents just hecked care. LOL.

Day 3

On the 3rd Day, we went to Macau for a day! it was really boring. The tour guide was an obvious SPG, si bei bitch to Asians. Go suck up to ang mo-s for all i care. I was just listening to my iPod while she crap about Macau's history cause i didnt want to listen to her act- American slang. Disgusting.

But her disgusting-ness didnt spoilt the beautiful appearance of the Old Cathedrals, Yellow Church and Largo De Senago. I thought i was in Europe for the moment.

plus my mum had her mini-adventure at Largo Sen. too. Lmao. Apparently she was really urgent for the loo but the macdonalds's toilet was packed. So she followed my dad's advice to go into this restuarant's loo. Guess what? when she was pee-ing halfway, her heard sounds of a gate closing. She came out of the loo and...she was stuck as the shop had closed and locked her in. LOL! imagine her stress. she made calls but to no avail ( wonder y she didnt call pa -.- ). luckily she saw this red button and pressed it, so the gates open and she squeeze out of it. She slipped away from the security walking past too. LOL!! so was alittle pissed cum worried when she took so long. The bitch tour-guide just walked away with the rest of the tour without my mum. Luckily we told her and she waited with us without a word and of course, with a black face of hers.

After finishing the tour, we went off on our own. We landed in some kind of Theme Park that has yet to open. It had ' active' volcanoes, Ancient Tibet Houses, China Palaces, Rome buildings, American styled houses, Europe kind of row houses. It was like wonderland. So damn nice.

part of the theme park

Rome Replicate; even the sky is nice -.-

my fav pic of the trip

Day 4

We went to Dai Yu Shan. it was a place that had the world's biggest buddha statue. We climbed all the way up to the statue after reaching the hill by cable car. So damn tiring. But we saw Anita Mui's tomb right in the heart of the Statue. She had so many fan mail and bouquets of flower. liao.

and that's the weird spot that ancient China Kings used to speak to the Gods. it's directly facing the buddha for your infor. So we couldnt resist trying it out. My family and i along with this other group of friendly strangers all stood on the spot, taking turns. All u gotta do is to shout out anything word, be it Ami-Tor-For or Hello or even hallejujah infront of Buddha, there will be a mysterious echo coming from beneath the ground and around u.

BEHOLD!!!~~ it really worked for some. for dad & i, we didnt hear anything but my mum did. She said it was like so holy. LMAO. the stranger uncle said maybe my heart is damn black that's why i cant hear buddha's call. -.- but i guess i wasnt loud enough or just didnt hear hard enough. But its weird though, only shouting at that particular spot gives u echo. Other areas around it does not work.

i'd be damn for asking mum to do that. lol

back to the MTR and it was back to sinful Outlet shopping again. LOL.

at night was going to the Avenue of Stars to enjoy the light show. wanted to take Tony Leung's handprint but this group of irritating ppl are standing DIRECTLY above his handprint. Pissed off.

Day 5

Went to some temple that's really popular with the old. Dad told me the wishes i make there would come true..so i made my wishes immediately afterwhich. LOL. cant tell u what wishes i made though~~~ LMAO.

We went to Qiu Qian there too. but all the 4 Qians we got were..bad ones. So we torn them & threw them away. -.-

the weird uncle in yellow cap that kept walking infront of the cam when we wanted to take a pic. LOL. so damn funny even the guy whom helped us take the pic burst out laughing.

mine was something like ( direct translation , dont mind LOL ) :

The view before u is beautiful.

yet as u enjoy the view before u , u hear a phoneix's pitiful cry

Leave & purchase your home ticket immediately.

so chim i dont understand it. dad said it was asking me to stop dreaming and return to reality. LOL. that's pretty true i guess.

Hk's damn fun.

That's the end of my very long entry. lol

Wu Chun Flash

2006-12-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

the perfect + cuteness . Beat THAT!

the below-s are just specially uploaded for Gina & Sarah:
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both of u high le ba? LMAO

2006-11-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OK7_Ieg4pEY

funny shit.

FUNNY!

2006-11-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

was having a interesting conversation with Gina.
not very fang bian to say out what the contents were, but it was something about cheesy lines and freaky guys.

& this line totally made me laugh like hell. i shall note that and save it as Draft in my phone. Den next time can send to someone special and send him laughing. LMAO
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.:Insanely Sane.: =i like it better when it hurts.= says:
your eyes give off a luminescent sparkle that touches the strings of the heart of fate and before I knew it, you have reached into the purgatory of my soul and have decided to lodged yourself unto my body from which i am unable to let go. be still my beating heart... so celine, shall you travel into the deepest blue oceans and be my 8th world wonder.

i cant imagine future tourists paying US$ 10043502533 just to take a tour around my museum, learning & studying about my history, spreading my life story & having my very own larger-than-life statue craved out of marble.

that's..whacked. LOL. im the 8th Wonder of the World. LMAO

Terrorizing!

2006-11-13T13:57:00.000+08:00

this guy is seriously wacked. he's a self proclaimed MOST HANDSOME MAN in SINGAPORE + USA. ehh hello? what happened to Leung Chao Wei, Tay Ping Hui, Louis Khoo ,etc. lol

www.stevenlim.net

he's really the ultimate guy that should diminish from this entire Earth.
But wau liew ehh his website made me laughed like crap.

he even provides childcare + enrichment programmes to families with kids. Liao! who would even want to leave their kids in ur hands la! teaching them to strip-dance ha?

Funny Quotes from his web

" **Please ensure that your kid is in good health condition, because Steven Lim is very health conscious**"

"In year 2006, all our dreams will be realized. Let us turn dreams into reality!"
Steven Lim (model)

"Application to be my girlfriend/stead now open!(see below videos for more info)"

Wa Liew eh..wth

& who the hell would buy a shirt with his face + his "exclusive" signature?!!

plus he's a sickening horny bastard. ARGHH.

go see la. it's really damn qian bian.

-sulks-

2006-11-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

im one emo. person lately.

sulks*

but nvm, hopefully i'd move away this pms mood soon cause BRO's COMING BACK NEXT THURS!!! WOO!

I foresee bags of Thai Chili flavoured + Barbaque Potato Chips from Aussie dancing in front of me. WOO!

It means that i wont be that lonely at home anymore. WOO!

It means more laughter in the family. WOO!

It means more suaning. WOO!

It means more crazy antics from the Chans. WOO!

It means more family outings. WOO!

It means more smelly clothes from Bro who is well known for wearing his army wear for an entire week without washing. -.-

We are the notorious 2 whom should get awards for acting Guai in front of relatives.

I got dragged by him BY THE LEGs, HANGING UPSIDE DOWN to the second floor.

He dared me to drink a whole bottle of ketchup without a prize ( which i did cause i was still a dumb kid then)

We jumped from the upper deck of our double-decker bed to another bed. Thinking it was fun when it was dangerous. lol

We closed the sliding doors & tried to fill the balcony with water, hoping it will turn into a swimming pool -.-

He slapped me when my parents didnt even lift a finger on me.

We laugh at our didnt-bother-to-shave aunt.

He bullies me into slaving for him.

He borrows & most of the time, doesnt return.

He used to be really...Plump.

I style his stiff hair to look like Jay Chou's -.- (failed mission)

We off the toilet lights & hold on to the toilet doors tight when either of us is using the toilet at night, to scare the shit out of ourselves-.-

We scream like 'Ki Siao' when watching horror films at home.

We + Dad dashed through traffic lights at crazy speeds.

We used to do very 'hiong' tickles on one another.

We mock one another ruthlessly.

We make crazy lame jokes.

the naughty list really goes on.

but hell, he ate maggi mee + bread for months in Aust so as to save enough money to buy aka. treat me to the most expensive tickets for Jay Chou Concert for 2 consecutive years.

he brought me out with his friends as little sister though it may mean embarrassing himself.

he told my late-grandma he'd beat up anyone whom bullies me ( i seriously doubt if my granny's telling me nothing but the truth-.-?)

he buys my favourite food for me cum family.

he...damn im stuck.

Family is seriously different without this Wacko. It always becomes a whole lot quieter.

i've realised that siblings are Really important.

All Better Now..For Now That Is...

2006-10-21T10:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm...getting along better with my friend, Jia Li.
Noticed that she can crap a whole lot, surprisingly.
She looks damn guai but in fact she's way more evil and naughtier than i am. Goodness, her before and after sch transformation is totally unbelievable.
Totally spent the whole wk suaning one another non-stop. Just cause of 2 Victory-actions that i did and she starting calling me Act-Korean ._. ( Damn, too much of calling Sarah that & Karma's coming for me. LOL)

Plus, the violent-ness in us made spoilt my precious 2yr old Nike bottle! T.T instead of having water come out of the nozzle when i squeeze it, Water comes out from the sides!

So im going to get a new one with Gina now..lol.
Becoming a spendthrift. Die ah.

i rode a record of 10km of bike today plus 30 dumb-bell lifts. LOL. EXERCISE EXERCISE!!!

okay..time to prepare liao, bye.

Shua Da Pai

2006-10-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

To my aunts, im always seen as a "big-shot" aka someone who likes to "Shua Da Pai" just because i do not entertain them by joining them for outings with them. They see me as a "Qian Jing Xiao Jie" who never takes buses or mrts cause they think that im ferried to any destinations i want to go to. I hate it when they say this straight in my face. It pisses me off.

but the thing is, Why should i torment myself by plastering my face with fake smiles when im out with them.

Outing with Bastard Kuan and Ching :)

2006-10-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

Lol, promo's over and i finally have some time with myself and my friends! I just want to enjoy myself thorough till Wednesday when i get back all my results. Liao, stress.

Anyway was supposed to go out with Sarah on friday but her mum didnt allow cause of her Paper 1 on Monday. So i got really bored ytd that i started stalking my dog and taking pics of her. Its tough to take her pics la! she kept turning away when i tried to snap her pic using my phone *okay, most probably cause my phone's slow*, so i ended up with blurred images. My lure to get her stare at the camera - Dog biscuits. LOL. so THERE...finally-.-

my mum calls her siao gao ._.

Almost right after uploading the pics ytd, Kw called cause he didnt wanna go home right after exams. So we went out off to cityhall first cause scheming Cs was uncontactable at that moment for SOME APARRENT REASON *which we found out why later*. LMAO. tsk tsk.

While on the trip to cityhall, Kw and i already started planning what to eat later. Kao, we're really fatties on eating spree. In the end we landed in Genki Sushi which really sucked cause of the variety, left after he ate 3 Plates of sushi. Lol, 3plates. And right after walking out of Genki Sushi, we walked into Secret Recipe to eat cakes while waiting for Cs to reply. When we ordered, KW MADE THE BIGGEST JOKE OUT OF HIMSELF. LOL

waitress: may i take your orders?
kw: eh can i have 1 gelato with ice-cream
waitress: ....sorry?
kw: 1 gelato with ice-cream.
waitress:....
kw: OH OH, eh brownie with ice-cream.

i swear the waitress hum chio-ed for his stupidity.

Finally Cs called and it turned out that he Zhong Se Qing You!!! so after walking from marina sq to candy empire to suntec and back to marina sq again, we decided to burst his bubble. LMAO. Knowing that he was in the shop with some1, we purposely went into same shop and acted like we Pong Qiao met him. LOL. bet he damn tulan.

We crapped at Mac and tio-suan by them till damn jialat! lol. Trigonal Pyrimidal is me, Cs is the Nucleophilc Substitution, Kw is the Octahedral, LOL, all of them had to do with our body shape. After crapping at Macs and buying Glenn's present, we went for Chomp Chomp! Ate barbaqued sting ray and kang kor with rice. I ended up being damn broke after the whole day ended with 2 bucks left in my wallet. Lol, die then monday how to go out again!

October is seriously e month that i go broke inside out.

Clique

2006-08-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

Went out with them yesterday.
Damn. Time flies so quickly when im with them.

Anyway, that problem was solved. im glad they made the effort to explain through a touching email. LOL. (its still in my inbox :p)

2006-08-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

They were the ones that made me look forward to the weekends. They brought me tremendous joy and laughter during the most emotionally taxing year of my secondary school life.

As the 2005 ended, we made the effort to keep in touch, & all of a sudden it was down to only afew that bothered to do so. Suddenly, outings became a chore, it became a drag.

I was the last to got hold of the msg cause Sarah was concerned that i'd take it too hard. But i was filled with hurt, anger & disappointment all mixed up as one. I think i was choking a little when sarah told me on the bus.

If this brought so much boredom to you, why only bring this matter up after so many outings? If you said so earlier, i wont have to waste so much SMSes & effort into trying to gather everyone. I dont give a damn to who said " It's Time To Move On.", it's just you, it's selfish-ness. Why continued to join the past boring outings then? Just an act of kindness or just to give us some face? Does Moving On means to erase old friends away from your life? So as you Move On, we are no longer worthy of your time? Is that it? If it is, then well done on decepting me on the concept of Good Friends for the past year or so. Get this clear: I just wanted to ensure that friendships were kept going by organising outings, not just for my company just because im bored in school.

Nothing pisses me as much as this & its stupidity that i placed you all as my first priority, no matter what situation i'm in.

" im scared that when i try to get u all out, u'd think it's fan."
" wont de la, u think too much, do we look like the kind that forgets old friends?"
" ya, u look like."

So i was right about that.

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2006-06-01T10:49:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for the longestttttttttttttttttttt time but i guess no one reads it anyway. So, who cares?!

school's boring. this particular sch is the boring-est sch i've ever been to and the people are just about the same. I just hope to get over and done with with this school! Let's see...how many of them are in my msn list..One, Two, Three, Four. 4! and all of them are from my PW group so we added one another just in case we needed to contact one another. WOW. 4 compared to my sr list. HA. joke.

RANDOM
sometimes it just doesnt pay to be nice.
I'd give up anything in the world for them, but how about the other way round?
i wonder if they'd do the same for me.
sometimes i feel silly to give so much to them and not ask for anything in return.
but sometimes, human nature and self-fishness just gets whole of the better of them,
and i'd have to forgive & forget all over again.

fcuked up donater.

2006-03-14T10:26:00.000+08:00

after reading this post, u'd think that im a cheapo bird but never mind, im just damn pissed off by this.

okay it started with this: I was waiting for those 2 late bast**ds to arrive at Orchard Mrt and just as i was busy swaying to the groove of Rain and fiddling with my phone,this bespectacled teenager approached me. He didnt even tell me which organisation he was from. SPAM!

Him: Hi would u just give me 5mins of your time?

Me: Ehh Okay *considering it was a good way to kill time*

Him: Right. Do you have a maid?

Me: No. *There was doubt in his eyes. im so sure there was. But i seriously dont have one anymore*

Him: Never mind. *and he continues to blah at some maid abuse stuff which i was half listening to*...and you do know that air tickets required to send maids back cost alot. So would u just donate ANY sum you want? Be it 30cents or otherwise.

Me: Ehh Okay. *proceeds to dig for a dollar from my wallet*

Him: You're not serious on giving me 30cents, are you? * fh@%!@#$KDFJ bastard you said any amount right?!*

Me: ...*digs for 2 dollar note*

Him: Ehh i have change for money.

Me: *takes out 5bucks for 3 bucks change*

Him: EHhh...our minimum donation is 5bucks. * YOU FKS;FHS! YOU SAID 30CENTS OR OTHER AMOUNT IS GOOD ENOUGH*

Me: F- off. *okay joking, i just dismissed him politely*

Some donater he is! i felt like stuffing all my coins into his eyes, nostrils and a**.

Before u start calling me a niao kia, i can assure you that i have place my money in better use by donating to this scout boy who came knocking at my door on Sunday. He had no grumbles when i handed him a stack of coins from my wallet and he even helped count the sum for me when i got him to, so that i could write it down on his donation card.

im such a good samaritan :)

The Crashers-SRJC-ians

2006-03-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

i think many would be grumbling or may even be on the verge of splurting vulgarities for saying this:

SRJC is a great college.

Sure, i still rmbed the day when i got my PAE posting results. I was so devastated that i had gotten into this college. I had my fair share of grumbles, frowning and unhappiness during the first day of orientation, but i started to notice that most SRJC-ians are very warm and friendly ppl. I barely remembered that i was new to the college on orientation day2 cause i fell so in place in this JC, i fell like i've been there for months. Orientation there was wonderful. Athens Gamma was wonderful. it was also during this get-to-know-ppl-better game with OG that i started to make friends with HuiZhen. I had rmbed the names of all the girls but hers. LOL. nevertheless, we had become pals after that.

Just when i had gotten used to my OG, orientation had ended and CGs would begin. I was in 1S04. Had fun with them cause everyone was pretty outspoken. From those horrendous PE lessons to nonsensical chinese debate which my group lost so badly cause we didnt even now how to counter-attack our opponents( we just laughed at ourselves all the way), i remember them all so clearly. Not forgetting Civic Period where we would try to persuade Mr Jeremy Ow into letting us change bio lessons into 2 more additional civic periods and allowing us to snack during bio lessons. Mr Ow had made so much efforts into getting to know everyone of us, he would try to sit with our CG during breaks and recesses. Nice people get bullied easily, so we didnt spare him either into treating us numerous meals. LOL. heard that his latest treat at Mahattan last week caused him 160++. Talk about teachers like that. haha.

Soon enough, Olevel results were out and so were the JAE posting results. Most of us left and had moved on to other college and Polys...

but i'd never forget those memories that i had in SRJC.

17th Birthday-Splendid Day.

2006-03-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today is 4th of March. Today is my special day. Today's my 17th birthday!

Wa ha...what a splendid day i had. I left the house at 11am to meet the Zhens at our usual place, sure enough, there were late-comers like...LOL okay dont mention names since im in a happy mood throughout the day. I miss all of them so much cause i feel like im myself when im with them. I dont have to be someone that im not, i could shout and splurt all the vulgarities in the world without feeling weird. Yes, u heard me: I Do Speak Vulgarities. Surprise, surprise! -.-

Hmm, by about 1215, everyone has arrived and we tried taking the very first train. BUT! it was so damn packed that only Kahming, Minqi and Kuanwei managed to squeeze it.Damn, the next moment we were running towards the nearest door that had fewer ppl.EVERY DOOR WAS PACkED LA! then we heard the Di-Di-Di door signals..it was too late to get into the train. Lol.

LOL, met them at toa payoh AGAIN and we had Fish and Chips at The Mahattan in Plaza Sg. I had a really hard time forcing the fried stuff down my throat, not that it wasnt nice, it was just that im damn full from my breakfast. Blah x3.

After eating, we had intentions to watch Big Momma2, but damn, the tickets were selling fast and we had to go to GV at marina square. LIAO and we had to queue for so damn long and be told that there were only FRONT row seats. waste our time queuing leh!

Ehh..then we walked aimlessly in Marina Square. Sarah, Gina and I just kept singing "Mr Rain-Hmm~" along the way. i lost count at how many times we had sang that 3 words. LOL. hilarious. Thank goodness we stopped at this Japanese resturant where Kw and i had superb Japanese riceballs with green tea ice cream and red bean paste. Yup, only the 2 out of 6 of us ate while the rest Pai Pose. So ridiculous we were that the waitress had doubts with our order and even tried to offer us 6 spoons for 1 tiny dessert. haha.

We got bored of MS and walked to Esplanade. Esplanade is like dead. There is absolutely nothing for teenages to do there. So we had our small chats at some sitting corner like how we used to in secondary school life. I wish time could just pause for that moment cause i know i wont be seeing them so often again..but that's not going to happen. We were damn shagged on our way home..like practically dead. One by one, each one of us left the trains. Really hope to see them soon.

My many thanks :

Gina- LA LA LA...6 years of friendship and counting so dont forget me when u go off to poly! I'd miss those les-actions you do to me and those crazy jokes of yours. My life will never be Yellow again without you around. LOL.Thanks for buying that 35buck gift of mine, i'd be loving it.

Sarah- My primary school bully turned good friend. Haha. Happy that i will still be seeing you in the next 2 yrs. Though we'll be in different classes, make the effort to hang out during recess and breaks hor! I love the story plots we always make..like u said:" Dreaming Is FREE!" Thanks for the Present, im sure i'd love it.

Minqi- I'd miss those hugs u give, the lame jokes and comments u make that no one laughs at. The Theories of Ow Minqi. LMAO. Thanks for offering to carry my presents!

Kahming- Seldom talk to you during outings but hope we would do so during the future outings! Dont so style can anot?!?!!? Thanks for offering to carry my presents too!

ChingSheng- Brother, or should i say ZA BOR! always have great chats with u through Msn, we simply crap about everything under the sun hor?! Dont tu-lan la, Sr has good teachers and im sure your appeals would be successful. Hang out soon, dont ps us again and thanks for coming down to MS just to pass me the present!

Kuanwei- JIE MEI! KAO BEI AH! lol. our typical example for B-type guys. Thank goodness you're nice to us most of the time, other than occasionally abusing us by pushing us really hard without any reasons-..- Thanks for offering to carry my presents the entire day without me having to ask! Lol.

Glenn- Our Gao Ren! haix..seldom see u nowadays. must go out with us again hor!

Its Corny but- Life will never be the same without every single one of you. haha.

RAWR

2006-03-03T17:39:00.000+08:00

Man...i feel like a shit. Im really worried about my piano examination results. I might have screwed it AGAIN for the 2nd time. What made me felt worse was that the ang mo examiner was throwing these relatively easy scales to me la!

Ang Mo Examiner: ' Would you like to start with the scales or pieces first?"

Me: ' Scales, please." *have to speak perfect English mah*

Ang Mo Examiner : ' Alright, We'd begin with a C Major."

Me: *la la la la! wan lan easy sia.* -It was THIS very moment that my fingers slipped from the keys

...from then on i screwed the rest the exam.

Then i played my pieces. I SLIPPED AGAIN! Kao, i wonder if i had butter smeared onto my sick fingers la!

Then my sight-reading came..by that time, i was almost 100% certain the ang mo was pissed off with my piano skills. Never will my piano teacher call me her best sight reading student again..haha.

Lastly, Ang mo examiner moved on to play a few short pieces and i had to answer qns after that, which included singing by the way. Hope i dont flunk this too though im very super duperly sure that i didnt make it for my singing part. LOL. fine, i cant sing for nuts.
During the last part of my aural, where he had to play a short piece of music and i had to describe it. I think i was so indulged in his playing that i didnt pay much attention to its details properly and so there i was, crapping to this musical-educated professional whom comes from Britain.

i can just imagine him saying this after i left the room..

*shakes head in dismay*
"This Candidate is Crap. There, i shall just torture and deprive her of 2 or 3 points to passing Grade 8"

random

2006-02-15T13:55:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i've blogged. I'm just too lazy too...

nothing has happened much these past days cause i spent them rotting at home and watching horror and gruesome movies-ALONE. Not that i wanted to be so lonesome, it was cause i had my personal reasons. It just wasnt fang bian to go out these few days, wa-ha. But anyway, accompanied my brother to buy valentines' gifts for joreen. as much as i appreciate those lovely red flowers, i felt so >.<. <<<>

ya la, my blog is boring but its for me to read one mah! so let me continue with my nonsensical crap.

Been chatting to a friend lately, and i was told some shocking news that i didnt expect to be coming out from her/his mouth. I was utterly shocked + surprised. Wow, i didnt know that cause everyone of us looked fine in another's presence. i was so very taken abacked by that that i didnt know how to reply her/him. but never mind, i'd not take sides but just be a listener. Since when friends have problems,i'm e one whom would be comforting them by making my presence known or just by typing a few encouraging sentences to them even though my situations may be hell lot more complicated than theirs sometimes.

i really wonder when will it'd be my turn to be heard.

2006-01-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

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came across this in YouTube. this little boy is so damn slick in his dance moves...just look at the way he glides around the house..CUTE!

2005-12-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

my favourite pic from my trip to tasmania..LOL. We were at honey bee farm then...there's my mum and bro. LOL

slpy~

2005-12-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

watch chicken little with gina, cs and glenn today. it was nice n very amusing. We didnt do much except to eat at BK after that...just when home straight. Surprisingly, none of us talked much on the MRT trip. In fact, we didnt even talk. Everyone was quite shagged. Tired.

It must be karma from all that laughing at ppl cause im down with a slight flu + sore throat...sian.Making me feel sicky, slpy, tired.

must start packing for Tassy soon..its the first time im dreading holiday trips once over again. Have to take plane for 4times in total during this entire trip. Most probably my motion sickness will act upon me again.

title-less

2005-12-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

you dont have to flaunt your prizes infront of others.

most importantly, you dont have to give those faces.

its just so irritating to see that.

40-min-haircut!

2005-12-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

had a super long haircut yesterday. the hairdresser took about 40minutes(minus waiting for my turn)..maybe cause he went from layer to layer. i nearly fell aslp on tt leather armchair -.-

btw, i was actually secretly wishing that maly looking guy was the one whom would cut my locks. LOL. why? cause he look really good..wa-ha realistic. after much waiting, he finally waved for me to come over to sit down. WA HA. man..he looks so good. BUT...when he opened his mouth & said:" SO, HOW DO U WANT TO CUT YOUR HAIR?"...in a g*yish voice. KAO! i really sian diao. then as he cut my hair, he went on to make awkward conversations with me..the customer-hairdresser kind.

*conver. in chinese*

CONVERSATION #1
him: " you're in sec what ah?"
me: " eh...sec 4"
him: "...sch starting meh? cut so early.."
me : " havent la..just very hot"
me+ him :"..........."

CONVERSATION #2
him: " you watch tong xing yuan anot?"
me: " ehh..sometimes la."
him: "very long & naggy right?!"
me: " okay la."
me+him: "......."

CONVERSATION #3
me: "are you chinese?..."(since he looks malay-eurasian; n speaking chinese to me)
him: " yes..my dad is mixed & so is my mum. so chu la jiu shi wo lor.Out of 10ppl whom meets or see me, 10 of them would be asking me that same qns. but there's so many malays and indians whom can speak chinese now..if not, they can learn...right?"

but i wonder why he sighed and looked abit sad when we had conversation #3. what for sigh when u look so good man!!!...but its really time to toughen the voice. LOL. no offence.

*i think dad can hold a record for the-most-frequent-nose-digger-&-still-going-strong guiness records...ITS DRIVING ME NUTS.*

the episode of the class chalet~

2005-12-01T12:33:00.000+08:00

ehhh..yesterday was indeed a fruitful day cause i was out playing with my class..class chalet you see..but still, everyone of us split into our our comfort groups & tried to make full use of the day ahead of us ytd.

actually, we were walking about downtown east countless of times...couldnt rmb much except for one part tt sarah's shoe sole was falling apart. LOL. 2time liao..time to buy good shoes/slippers arh. proceeded to World of Sports to get her elle slippers..shall not elaborate with the rest. hmm..then we went on to rent bikes to ride near the beach..it was so fun but most of the time i was lagging behind them.lol.Halfway through the ride, we stopped by the beach to draw & write some really lame stuff on the sandy beach..funny! wished i could upload the pics..but the messages were rather sensitive. LOL! so i guess the only way for u to view it is through our phones. WA-HA! Next,we stopped several times & rode our walk through road connectors to...somewhere with lots of kid facilities. only gina tried the flying-monkey thing cause i think she was the only one that was light enough to sit on that. Next, we went on swings..& i found out that i couldnt swing myself very well :/ suddenly, the skies started to darken & we decided to ride full-speed back to the chalet..it was then that we noticed we still had an hour in front of us before its time for us to return our bikes. so,we decided to go for another round of bike riding but this time, it was another route. And we met the rest of the guys playing football + alicia & steph as audience. got bored within minutes, thus being KAY KIANGS (smartie-pants), we went for ANOTHER round. the darkening skies didnt seem to bother us as we rode on, with sarah & i leading..next we came up with Initial B (biking)as we rode.. so Sarah & I DRIFTED away from Cs, Gina & minqi (btw, minqi rides really quickly with ease..im starting to think tt she's from China). we were so caught up with our own ridiculous game that we went so far from the rest. Soon, we lost them and it started to pour REALLY HEAVILY. the raindrops practically blurred our vision & the raindrops made my eyes BURNT as we tried to ride to shelter. Thank goodness that neither sarah nor i was injured as we rode on the slippery grounds. finally, we reached shelter & were drenched from top-to-bottom.

we returned our bikes & decided to go back to the chalet to dry ourselves under the fan. soon, night came & everyone was back in the chalet..watched some of them played da-di in the room & had such a good laugh in there. Shoban seemed to be our centre of attraction cause he was so damn comical..first it was the Harry Potter & The Goblet Of Shoban. 2nd was that he had broke his spects in half earlier & he had so much difficulty look at the pile of cards..everytime it was his turn, his right spect would just slip from his nose and be half dangling on his ears. This happened umpteen times & everytime it did, we laughed non-stop.

after the girls showered, i still had some time to hang out before it was time for me to go. Sarah & Evan were the first 2 to offer to send me off followed by Gina + Minqi. Since the girls were sending me off liao, told evan it wasnt necessary..BTW, thanks Evan for being such a gentlemen & good sport( spot?) for that! totally forgot to thank you for that ytd.

fun day. im still awaiting for the movie trip with the Zhens..hopefully it would be tomorrow.

jio me out, someone, anybody.

2005-11-28T12:37:00.000+08:00

there, i changed my blogskin cause the background ting-ting-ting* sound was sickening after sometime.

hmmm..grad dinner was boring but hey, what's there to dread about when we have tons of eye candies to look at. yup, eye candies. LOL. hints hints. i cant type it here or i'd be so damn busted by others. im still having withdrawal symptoms from that though (yes, even after 2days). But anyway, i won a diary during the lucky draw segment and it was awkward to walk up the stage considering that i cant walk very well on heels..crap. but guess what? i left the diary on the table cause i didnt want it. btw, the diary had words DELL imprinted on its front page. yup, the comp company DELL. how can our sch be so cheapo to give us leftover diaries that they didnt want?! the food was disappointing as well...guess most of our grad dinner money went to hiring the Live band...

im so bored at home tt i think i might start rotting at home. thinking of hanging out at coffeebean...sipping at my peppermint ice blended as i read my 8Days mag.
I AM BORED.

shuai<3

hee

2005-11-26T13:13:00.001+08:00

minutes after i posted my previous post...

it started to rain.

damn.

the hall's gonna be freezing but no one will be bringing their jackets or sweaters. lol! i mean who in the right mind would?! think pretty dresses, skirts etc PLUS nike or addidas windbreakers. WOW. The fashion police would definitely come right for you if anyone does that.

im evil, but i cant wait to see what ppl would be wearing tonight. GLAM GLAM SAY!..lol

but what im wearing may make ppl think tt im going for work. -.-

busy saturday.

2005-11-26T12:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm..busy day today cause i've gotta go piano later at 3pm..then rush home to change...and go out to meet my friends later to go for graduation dinner.

yes. graduation dinner. YAWN.

hope it's worth our money and time after all that hard core shopping.

hope it doesnt rain later otherwise we would all be freezing in the hall

hop we arent the ones who are being too casual.

YAWN. abit stressed over grad dinner.

and im gonna ask my parents to buy zi char cause i trust that i wont be full at such functions...

...

2005-11-25T08:42:00.000+08:00

judging from my momma's sudden change in character this yr, i can tell she's going through menopause. from nice, understanding,smile-at-anything-i-say momma to evil, naggy, frown-everytime-i-look-at-her momma. I HATE THIS.

I WANT MY MOMMA WITH HER OLD CHARACTER BACK...~

imagine having to care for this nag in the future, but i guess i still have to since im her zai bor kia.

now sarah, dont worry abt ur momma.since mine is turning evil, urs should be turning into someone lovely and sweet in her Goldeny Years.

*damn, can momma stop standing at the door and giving me THAT look when im typing?!*

bye la. ARGH.

SPASM GIRL.

2005-11-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO!!! noticed that my blog has been dead for quite sometime but exams ended just ytd so it's finally time for everything that i want to do now. WA-HA.

things to do during this holidays- to wake up at ANY time i want.
- to spend time with my beloved couch.
- to watch tv till i fall aslp on my beloved couch.
- to hang out with friends till i drop dead.
- to spend time with family.
- to watch my beloved tv shows.
- to find a part time job.
- to go online daily like how i used to in lower sec.
- to bring dog for daily walks.
- to wake up to a brand new day without a care in
the world.
- and the list goes on and on and on......

Anyway, i woke up at 7am and was tossing and turning on the bed so much cause i couldnt go back to slp.decided to play comp after i was wide awake till 9.30am that i had to get ready for piano....YAWN.it was only at 12pm that i finally felt freedom cause were meeting zhen family for a shopping trip(which i didnt bring enough money for clothes.lol).

proceeded to bugis junction, marina square, walked under citylink just to shop and my leg muscles feels so damn sore now. sarah and i spent much of our time walking aimlessly cause we didnt see anything that we fancied-that was till she saw Ebase that is.lol. so im the only one left that hasnt bought anything for my grad dinner...must start thinking hard on what kind of clothes i wanna buy and wear.hmmm...nvm got fashion consultants to help me on monday like gina and minqi. lol

went to board the mrt to head home...DAMN I SHALL JUST CUT THIS SHORT, I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE.

>>>>> ARGHHH I SHOULD HAVE DROPPED OF AT BISHAN TO TAKE BUS55!!! cause 2 of my pals met one of the best things that sarah and i have always hoped of. LOL!!! damn damn damn. gina smsed me while i was still chatting to glenn on the mrt. being oblivious...i thought my parents were calling in to nag at me again....i picked up the phone unwillingly but it was gina..what she told me totally made me very ji dong on the mrt. so much so that i had pang say-ed gleen abit.LOL.sorry glenn!!! was talking very loudly and very ji dong that this woman turned at looked at me for a moment. LOL. that best thing sounded so perfect and i could actually imagine how-------- looked liked. P*i*c* c*a*m*n* look alike OKAY?! WAU LAU EHHHHHH. i started calling sarah after that and i could tell she was as high as i was. LOL RIGHT SARAH?! kao nearly died on the bus. but i couldnt care less abt those other passengers on the bus and i bet half of them wanted me to shut up on the bus.LOLOLOLOLLLLLLLL.

even after reaching home, i couldnt get the image of my head. I was practically jumping around in my toilet as i bathed. yes..alot with the wet floor and i didnt care abt falling down and hitting my head against the hard toilet bowl then.after jumping abt, i started getting severe silent spasm in the toilet since my parents have just returned home.LOL. wau lau...i could have...stab myself hard in the toilet.LOL. very very dui ah!!!!

takes deep breath.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

Take2.

2005-09-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

we are so distracted. even Mr Tan is. NOTE: only minqi's looking at the camera. LOL

2005-09-23T19:23:00.000+08:00

everyone's looking STRAIGHT at the lenses and only me and sarah are so distracted by...LA-LA-LA..(i think)

2005-08-19T18:43:00.001+08:00

from this

2005-08-19T18:43:00.000+08:00

to this..

-stairway to heaven-sung hyun-

paranoid

2005-08-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

well well, it has been a relatively long time since i last blogged. so its time to update once more. or rather...today was a day of trauma as it was the official release of Chinese O level's results. Felt stupid for not checking my name before looking at the results and its making me quite paranoid now with all the WHAT IFS qns emerging from my head.

anyway, the school was so draggy and unorganised with the whole thing as compared to other schools such that there was NO signing of confirmation etc...just lining up to look at ur results without the teacher even asking for ur name. wow, as if yu xiao qing knew our names eh?

but what ever it is...

im counting my blessings. Thank God.

2005-07-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

do u have a chair already?

eh..yes.

opps, sorry.

LOL

sarah dont jealous. AHHAHAHAHAA.

*gasps!

2005-07-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

i think i shall blog as i wait for my "auntie" to buy dinner back for my family...

i was awaken by my dad as usual for my weekly sunday jog at bishan park but i didnt want to wake up...cause i just heard the sky go " Boommmm..." lol..it's going to rain soon!!! But damn...the rain didnt start so i tried to take a longer time to brush up and sit at the toilet bowl for the moment. However, i thought that its just pointless to microwave myself in the toilet.

As i walked down the stairs, i actually heard the sound of raindrops tapping on my windows...WHEEEEE!!! rushed to my windows and as i saw my dad about to reach for his shoes, i shouted" XIA YU LEEEEEEE!!!!" ahhahaa.. but nope, i didnt get to slp more, instead i was nudged awake to go for breakfast...

came home..read the papers...read my harry potter book...took a 1/2 hour nap and proceed to hit Mr Lawrence Tan's specialty-Physics. *the horror* Finished the textbook in 2hours...did tys in a surprising fast timing with Rain's album booming in my eardrums..Rain rain rain.

3.05pm to be exact, i went out with my dad to hunt down new shoes as both of our shoes are starting to tear at the soles. Walked around in circles in the mall and went from shop to shop to find suitable running shoes...finally bought a pair which i thought was plain in design, but practical. Even managed to choose one black and silver pair for my Dad...bet it was his hippest design that he has ever worn in his life..lol.

blah blah blah..the rest is history.

Fa-La-La-La

2005-07-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

okay, i promised that i will blog abt the Initial D movie but i didnt and im still not going to blog abt it still...it was a 3wks' ago story.

anyway, i'm pretty mad at myself for making the wrong choice today that may result in many people to kick me in the head or ass. Some teacher from SAJC contacted me today and asked me to go for an audition on monday. i braced myself and asked her politely," ehh..but what's the audition about?" " Oh, its a choir audition", she replied. Damn. Choir Again. To think that they wanted me for some piano stuff, instead they want me to La-La-La for them. Crap, dont u ppl know that i cant sing for Nuts?!

SO....

I actually told her that i will CONSIDER and get back to her. So she told me that she would send me an email( that im still waiting to receive) to excuse me from school or whatsoever on Monday. Hmm..

hung up.

talked to my dad and he was like saying," why in the world would u tell her that you would consider?! Making ppl think that u're big-shot!" Ka-Ba-BOOM. that's when that it really hit me.

*crosses my fingers.* If i really manage to get back to her, wish me luck that i will have a voice like ...Charlotte Church and that my auditions would go well and allow me to proceed for my interview...

2005-06-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

'He told me that his vision was getting blurry when he drove. That's when I knew he was getting faster'

watched Initial D's sneak preview just now.

shall blog more about it tml!!!

2005-06-22T15:33:00.000+08:00

okay, changed the quote in my blog. lol...it seems better this way.

Went to Chinatown with my mum and bro to book air tickets for my bro...luckily it wasnt a drag. Proceeded to eat Clayfish horfun...went to Lido at orchard to eat more again..OKAY not really lido. Just orchard.

i saw the 200m red carpets. i saw their posters. i saw their fans.

but i didnt see them.

uh huh its Lido and i saw the set for the evening's red-carpet events. Should have stayed but my mum wont want to. Shagged.

anyway, Lau Da smsed me at abt 8plus and asked where i was. obviously i was at home...then he told me he was at Lido. crapped. kept saying that the place is so crowded that he's SO stuck that he has to take EdisonChen and ShawnYue's pictures.

it sounds as if he was FORCED to take their pics. LOL. okay..but still i want to kope edison chen & shawn yue's pictures from him!!!

especially Shawn Yue.

but i also read that Edison is a media-darling in front of all the fans. Regardless if they were Jay's fans or ShawnYue's fans, he smiled and waved at them?! Wau say...

so right...Dont try to play or treat the Chens( or...Chans) like toilet papers. LOL.

not funny.

first time.

2005-06-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

i failed my piano practical external exam!!! oh man. its my first time in...10yrs!! i really cant believe it but neither can i blame anyone for my failure..but i am still really pissed that everytime i'm playing my pieces, she'll be there dozing her head off. But the thought of my ticking her off seems rather inappropriate since she's the teacher and im the student. Hell. i think i seriously need to buck up in a month's time so that i wont have to retake NEXT YEAR.

watch me shine.

or rather...watch me struggle from rusting.

Ching Sheng, thanks for your gift from paris. next time when u buy, PLEASE TAKE NOTE WHERE IT WAS MADE!!! haahhaa. i torn the white sticker beneath the timer and i kind of saw the words- Made In China. Hmm...Paris product eh?

actually, i have the same thought as Sarah. we both prefer the Shake-Shake thing. LOL. But anyway, at least u bought something for us all....

I BET KUAN WEI WONT EVEN GIVE US A SINGLE NOUGAT FROM AUSTRALIA!

2005-06-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

wheeee changed my template and this midi track is so much better than the previous one!

okay..that's what i think.

btw, i want to change those paragraphs of crap when u enter my blog. So any one pls be kind enough to help think of quotes for me to replace it ya? thanks!

chingsheng's back! oh yes..gifts from PARIS ppl..PARIS. So, i really hope to go to minqi's house on friday so that i can get them...but most probably i wont be allowed to go out. why?! because my dad's overseas and as u see, only my dad has the Stamp-Of-Approval. yes..the rules of my family.

initial D preview in...7days!!!

yawnnnn

2005-06-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

okay..its 12.34am now and why am i STILL online. to add on: i havent bathe yet. Yes yes, i know u can smell me from here now. dont have to give that face. lol...lame talking to myself again.

anyway, picked up my brother just now and he had this new hair-do. erhhh i should say it looks better than his previous pirated-jay-chou-do. finally, back to tay ping hui eh. muahhahaa. *slaps mouth* okay, after much waiting, my family and i went to Chomp Chomp to makan till we pop...or rather it was the damn giant sugar cane drink that filled up 3/4 of my stomach. *burp.

shall blog some other time cause its getting reallllyyyyyy late.

damn i really feel like going ice-skating with lynn.alicia.kuanwei.james.evan.etc tml...

_shall no be moved._

2005-06-06T15:52:00.000+08:00

B-type Boyfriend. Havent got a chance to watch it so im waiting for the VCD

2005-05-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

Secret Recipe-chocobanana
i cry eating this... its just so damn good.

2005-05-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

so much to hide,

so little commented.

so much to mention,

so little that is taken to consideration.

the problem with public blogs is that i cant really speak my mind here with everyone watching.

im hiding it instead.

2005-05-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

e word chinese Os just keeps ringing in my ears.
i cant stand it anymore.
i want to be sec3 again so as to enjoy my holidays which are just around the corner...

but the fact is : I can't.

e return of the ah pui

2005-05-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY FAR AND AWAY!!!!...okay for the moment.

woke up feeling as if it was saturday or sunday. i sure didnt feel as if i still had to return to school and complete bio paper1. I really hope to do well for bio paper1 since i think i flunk my paper2, i totally regretted not practising the damn structured questions in my 10yr series because i found a whole entire chunk of questions that were from the 10yr series in my paper2. mrs chow is so expected but i just couldnt be bothered. alright, completed my paper1 in like...20-25mins? spent the rest of the half hour checking and looking about. caught greg in some weird circle dance outside and wanted to burst out laughing but i cant. tsk.

anyway, we were made to stay back for.. the return of PHYSICS PAPER. crap. he spent a full hour and a half sulking at us and making us worry alot. my results were bad. real bad. C6. woah, almost a fail as u can see.

happy moments

my parents are so nice to take leave to company me " celebrate" and so we drove to plaza singapura to have lunch at Secret Recipe!!! I ordered a beef spag.bolognese, mushroom soup and a slice of banana chocolate cake-ate my guts out. the cake was the best ive eaten so yet, so i guess i have found my second comfort food besides ice blended mocha. im such a choco-caffine addict.

alright. ate. ate. ate. proceeded to walk about in plaza singapura like lost souls till my dad was standing outside Lee Hwa Jewellery. he looked at my mum and commented," Go in la!" my mum was laughing and i thought he was joking. it has been ages since he bought something for my mum. i could see how delighted my mum was as she admired those...shiny precious stones. In the end she chose a diamond necklace with 4 visible diamonds- Destinee. gosh, even the name sounded so good. i noticed that the male salemen had spent so much time praising the stone and how good it looked on my mum, to think he's a trainee. i bet he spent millions of seconds memorizing those information about the diamonds. but i have to comment he's pretty good. anyway, my dad paid for it and my mum was practically trying to dig the free merchandises out of them though they gave her some microscope thing to look at the cuts on the diamond- as if we're going to spent the entire day staring at the arrow-cuts on the diamonds.

gina, sarah and chingsheng are not online. damn. they're still out?! its 9 for goodness sake. i just need someone to talk to hence, therefore im ranting to myself here.

chingsheng is such a tyco. or rather he earned it. finally he's awake! O'leh!

H.O.T.- A Song For Lady

2005-05-12T15:27:00.000+08:00

H.O.T.- A Song For Lady

I'm sorry for the scars
I've given you
Making tears fall down your gentle, white cheeks

Forgive me, Forgive me please.be so frightened if you leave,
Because I love you so much.

Once, you were not by my side,
It was too hard and lonely,
On that rainy dayI stood outside to cry.
I love you, I miss you.
I promise to make you so happy,
As much as you've made me
You'll never get tired or sad.
Please come back.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry,and I love you.
You don't know how many times
I've sung this song,and tears form in my eyes.
Today, I wanted to see you so much,
I held on tight to your picture with my two hands,fell from your eyes
And now your crying with me.

I love you, I miss you
I promise I'll make you so happy,
As much as you've made me.
From now on, you'll never get tired or sad.
You are coming back.I believe in you.
I love you
Once, just please hold on to me
For that one reason, I will never cry again.
This is my final love.
I pray that I will never lose you again.

onewkmoretoliberty

2005-05-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

an indication to show that im still alive and kicking.

another wk of MYE torment to go.

shall rant next week when im feeling much happier.

COMING SOON. - Show Me The Way To Liberty

shagged.

2005-04-23T12:26:00.000+08:00

failed my 2.4km. but ive gotten over it since there is minqi, kahming to take the retest with me next term. lol. i'm so damn evil.

anyway, had a great day walking aimlessly at orchard road ytd with Sarah, Gina, ChingSheng & KuanWei. nono..we didnt pon school but was instead released early at about 11am due to Founders' Day. So after lunch, the 5 of us went to Coffee Club at Taka to have some desserts...man, my heart aches at the price i paid for the Ice Mocha Vanilla!!! it cost me about...$8 plus?!!! i regretted drinking so much but i just cant help but be defeated to temptation. hohohohooo.

we just sat there for abt..2hours? talking and crapping about everything, listening to our mp3s at the same time. We can multi-tasks!!!-i think?...okay anyway, while we chatted, i was spending most of my time looking at KuanWei's baked pasta cause it smelled really good. I bet it cost a bomb. lol. of course, the coffee burnt a hole in my pocket and i was unable to get my hands on my cheese pancakes. wasted sia...

mid yrs in a wk's time. what am i still doing here?! even chingsheng the slack-shagged is studying liao lor..im so shit. i dont wish to hug-buddha's-leg last min..but i dont feel like working on my studies either. i cant be bothered but keep thinking of the chinese Os.

tension is brewing in my family. my parents keep dishing each other with dirt. i was already worn-out from the late night sch's Founders Day ytd and was wishing to return home to share with them my day out. But no, they had to show me black faces. i didnt really got to enjoy my food cause i was so sick of their wkly pointless arguements that i told my mum in a sarcastic manner that it doesnt really bother me if they just divorce now since both of them cant get along. But obviously, i took the manner to heart and at the mention ' Divorce' made me sniffed and teared as i ate.

whatever it is. currently, im unfazed by the things happening around me.
i find that school is better than returning home cum war grounds. at least i get to laugh and talk it all out with my friends.

weakling-me.

2005-04-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

arghhhh my 2.4km run has been draggeddddd another day. The reason was just because i was under a dizzy-spell in the morning and felt so nauseous i can just puke on anybody any second. A slight push by anyone can just send me sick in the stomach for more than ever.

After my dad dropped me off in school, i ran for the toilet and shut the cubicle, trying to puke; that was if i had anything inside. I couldnt feel anything coming out, the sight of the oil of my cheese and ham floating above the surface of the toilet bowl water made me more nauseous than ever. So i left the toilet.

I was trying so hard to swallow my ham-cheese bread after that and figured out i couldnt at all. With Steph talking about dolphin bay, i didnt want to be impolite so i just nodded my head and gave short answers. Opening my mouth slightly may just spill out everything. Finally few of my closer friends came and i told them i wasnt really feeling too good and the fact that im so afraid im going to faint under the sun during morning assembly. called my mum using sarah's phone and to tell u the truth...hearing my mum's voice is so comforting, i wonder why.

picked up my bag and tried to hail for a taxi after that. luckily i hail one really quickly and no doubt i felt so awkward and funny that everyone's entering school gates and im leaving it...hmm.

home at last and headed for my blue sofa and laid down. Within minutes, i was facing the white plastic bag and throwing everything out. It feels like heaven to puke. I felt as if i could go back to school immediately.

my mum's offer to take a days' leave made me so touched that i wanted to cry. but i knew that if she were to, her work would definitely pile up tml...* alright im choking now.* Therefore, i spent the rest of my day slping from 7.45-9.20 and studied for 1hour at noon and slp again from 1pm-3 plus, the time i received jean's sms...

apology: Jean-for breaking my promise to run with u. fail fail. pass pass.
special thanks: Meme- for everything.
Sarah- for your phone.
concern of some others.

let's hope history will not repeat itself tml again....*prays*

im such a dread.

im so pissed.

2005-04-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

im so pissed im so pissed.

we're changing seats. obviously i'll be somewhere upfront and personal with my teachers. no more talking and chatting and passing msgs in secret.

WAU LAU EH...

im inconsiderate people. but you've nv thought of how it ever feels to sit front rows almost EVERY SINGLE YR.

how about that?

Damn you Oon Su Ping.

2005-04-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL did MOE see in you when they first interviewed you on you having your so-called-ambitions to be a "respectable teacher" to mould kids's future?

after so much hatreth that u've accumulated during ur yrs in KCPSS, you FINALLY said to the damn "silver-plated" choir during one of ur time-wasting choir,

as quoted from some of her boot-licking choir members " guys in my class have muscles like apples, but in the brain."

respectable? i dont think so.

moulding our future and characters? why dont u mould your own bloody character first.

reasonable? i rather lick the floors in the canteen toilets sparkling clean.

you know what? I SIMPLY CANT WAIT FOR MOE TO SEE THIS POST.

sorry evannnnnn...

2005-04-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

oh man..im feeling guilty. really guilty. This isnt the first time today that i stepped on Evan's tail before. im so dead. i made him use the ENGLISH poster as a loud hailer to greet MS SANTHA. her response?

"come here, evan."

everything started out like a joke & it started to turn serious bit by bit, second by second. He unfolded poster and obviously she found out abt the 'a.e.i.o.u.' poster thing. So..she asked him to state reasons why A.E.I.O.U.s are so important in english.

im so dead. he got stuck and then he was like "actually this is...okay nvm". maybe he wanted to say my name but instead he chose to stuck up for the sake of it.

Thanks bro. Smile & stop doodling to show me e thumbs up!

why e hell is she taking so much to heart?! ass.

new kid from e block-Benjamin

2005-04-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHHAHAHA....wkends wkends wkends.

okay. at least a HELL LOT of things happened today.

There was this new kid in our class, Benjamin. He was transfered from Victoria Sec. but we all wondered what happened along the way, we asked the guys and they said the reason is something really really really personal. After much drilling, we went to ask the person himself instead...he said he was expelled but did not proceed further to state the reasons. It was during english lesson that we all forced him to introduce himself and bombarded the poor alvin-look-sound-actions-alike guy abt some stuff like why Kuo Chuan e lousy neighbourhood school. This was the very moment that i noticed sadness and disappointment in his eyes when asked abt why he was expelled- but he nv really did told us the reason. I pity him. though i do not deny the fact that i do laugh at him and alvin sitting side by side and acting like...g... okay i shall not be that bad, since its his first day here with us. rowdy bunch. or so mrs tay nicknamed us. hohoho..

i hope he'll be able to blend with us..the 4TH "family".

ANYWAY, hahaa..hohoho...hahahaa..hohohoo...there's something i really should thanks mrs tay about. ya.. ehem.. ya ehem...

one step closer to yandao,
i say one step closer to you..MAUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

kick me slap me..i dont care. im in a semi-good mood today.

2005-04-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

the POWERS of the " Buddha ".

lol..nah. he's not Buddha. but just e lecturer from Singapore Polytechnic that taught us to make cool aspirin during e march holidays.

2005-04-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

`my little white companion in class..

eh hehhh...took this using gina's phone during english enrichment when we were supposed to be...LISTENING.

truth pic time!

2005-04-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

portion of truth girls...
ripped from yiye's imagestation..thanks! :j

flu.thumping head.S T R E S S O U T.

2005-04-01T17:51:00.000+08:00

finally its the wkends.

my energy level on monday... ========
my energy level on friday....... ==

i started to develop a damn sore throat ytd and had running nose just today. therefore i guess i couldnt concentrated much in class today. i struggled my way through biology test cause my eyelids were practically abt to close shut any moment.second.thank God its on the first period, otherwise my drowsiness would have got the better of me.

have tons of maths worksheets to complete & every second is a second closer to the Os. chinese Os is 2months from now and i'm barely done. Its not abt a discipline matter, but a matter of having little motivation after going through the wk with tests and assignments packed through out.

im telling you MOE ppl, even when i take a nap, i end up waking up every 15 mins. im stressed by the time frame, the work, the school tests. Parents tell us that what they have gone through in their yrs of education are nv like ours. not better. but worst. Huh? you mean being able to go home at 1pm and playing marbles are stressful?.. do you mean that a life without CCAs and other organized programmes by schools is draining u in and out?

my parents nag at me for wasting my time in things i do, etc. tv, com. and the rest. But it never crossed their minds that i just need ONE day to rest.

papa, sometimes i dont reply to what you're trying to ask or say to me its not cause i hate your presence, its just that im too tired to even care to speak to you by the time ive finished what school work that is needed to be done..

i just ask for a day's rest out of 7 days.

sighs.

2005-03-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

im so exhausted from today. the physics test. the entire day out. everything.

sports day was more boring than ever, except for the moment when the powerful-worth watching- ex students came back to have a race with the rest of the students still stuck in this cheapo school. i figured out that we'll never ever come to a day where a batch of our students can kick their asses. or rather their muscular legs, thighs, whatever that makes them run...eh..like the WIND. Shoosh!.

okay. temperature's decreasing.

didnt really enjoyed myself throughly except for the time between 10.30-2pm cause Gina and i practically was walking around j8 aimlessly and stuffing ourselves with CoffeeBean's Ice Blended Mocha and talking crap at KFC abt...okay. Men. Totally from top to bottom. hahahaha.

hmm...i think i better save up soon so that i can get some new tops from ebase!

need to recharge myself with rest.
so im thinking of skipping Drama Club tml.
& so the pattern of the choir-like-experiences may very well just start again.

night ppl :j

2005-03-29T19:01:00.000+08:00

Because I Know- Bi-Rain

I don't know what to say or do
All I hear is blackness
If I try to tip-toe I'll still be standing
Things haven't turned out as I had expected How come?
What should I do?
*CHORUS*
I know I can't live alone
All I know is that I can't live without you
And so I know the only way that I can live and be happy
If you're not with me
I can't live! I wanted to see you and ask you why you left
When we kissed you were happy too
I wanted to tell you but the words just wouldn't come out
How come? What should I do?

* Repeat

I am lonely when you are in a different place far away
I can't live without you
You are the one person I need to make me happy

* Repeat x 2

--nosebleeds--

Farts` sorry.stink?.

2005-03-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

kimhyeseong *foams*

okay stop looking at this guy...hahahahaa!

feeling rather sick to the stomach today...bet the rest of the ppl who are going to suntec is having so much fun at the foodfair now. But you know, i have my restrictions & curfews; by the time i reach suntec i may have to leave immediately. Won't that be so cartoon?! I'd rather stay at home in this case to mediate, wait, do i?! -.-

i need to talk to someone. feeling extremely bored. wondering abt my past life...

ive learnt to let go.
but why havent you learnt yet?

Monster named Boredom is eating me up

2005-03-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

here i am rotting away..wasting my precious time blogging & jumping to the tune of Angela Zhang's "Cant Quieten Down" hahahaa..

sian.
sian.
sian.

im missing my class already. badly.`

2005-03-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

hilarious`
but i have no idea who this is...

2005-03-15T18:44:00.000+08:00

oh god...look at Kevin.
sorry ppl, but im not inside again. ahhaa

2005-03-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

Aspirinic Love.

chem trauma~

2005-03-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

Its the holidays but i dont feel a slightest hint of the holiday spirits, thanks to our dearest Mrs Gan...she had us engaged in this chemistry excursion stuff. Can you believe that we did 3 experiments in a day and only ONE is interesting; synthesis of aspirin & the rest were practically driving me up the walls.

after the SP trip, i was spending my entire journey back to school sending pics of *ehem* via bluetooth to myself lor..thanks Jr. & stop bloody making things so obvious for us. bless lynn's wound that was inflicted by...the...ice..cream..machine...hahahaa.okay, that's evil.

Went for dinner at j8 & some of us split somehow, & i was with Gina, Angel, Shengzhi, HyunJae. was walking walking when we saw the SpongeBob Square Pants show..ahhaha..then we girls were like acting as if we wanted to sit with the kids and view the show...somehow hyun Jae got hyped up and also acted like he really wanted to watch it..gosh...he was Smiling & amused at his own actions.

Got back in one...But when i came back from food buying, i noticed that all the bags were moved & i was given the privilege to sit beside *ehem* but decided not to...and let minqi sit instead!...hohoho..but never mind. he's so amusing cause minqi was like trying to push all the fries to him and he said like "no...this is mine..and ur's..." inclusive with actions of hands focusing on e fries of each of their plates. obviously what was the next thing ppl did after dinner?...to whip out their cam phones and started taking pictures with evan helping some of them to take pictures..shy abt it..doesnt look at the lenses nor smile..oblivious to the cameras..

yum yum yum, done with dinner & everyone moved on to go this neoprint pic stuff..hahahaa.didnt take with them though, but everyone wanted shengzhi & jae to take.Shengzhi is like bo pian..but he just remained standing at Action City to oogle at the soldiers figures...hahahaa...but somehow when lynn managed to drag him in, his face was like.."huh...." & abit sian but still Smiling never the less.
Decided to peek at them take the neoprints...!!! he stood behind and kept mumbling and saying..."im dying..im dying..ahh...", " can i leave...im leaving...im dying..."..i was laughing non-stop at him & there were moments where he looked at me and was still Smiling and mumbling "im dying..." so funny. the pics turned out great. hahaha..

fine.i regretted giving up my golden ticket.

2005-03-13T12:46:00.000+08:00

familiar, if you know what i mean.. :)

CoffeeBean&TeaLeaf

2005-03-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

Ms Santha contradicted herself. i failed my english CA1. I guess i must try and buck up now before its really too late.

anyway, so glad/sad Mrs Tay never come today, so we had abt 3 periods to ourselves. When the gossip club was about to start its sessions, mr eddie lim came in and asked our class to go act in the com. lab as if we were REALLY listening to what he was telling us, just to film us in action. That's so dumb. Why dont they just sure that extra cash to build a REAL CAFE in the library & replace the current pasa malam one. lousy.

after school, me, sarah, angel, josh, kelvin, jiarong, kuanwei, chingsheng went to j8 to eat. okay, at first we wanted to lunch at KFC but somehow decided not to cause of the limited seats there, besides there was still evan later. So, we moved on to Cafe Cartel to "eat"...after much didy daleh, we left again *with evan still missing*...hahaha! paisay like shit! But in e end josh treated sarah & i to coffeebean iceblended mocha. 10bucks...felt bad though.hahaha. Okay, THEN we called the rest and went to food junction instead...funny. *evan's STILL missing!

josh's seriously behaving like my dad; asking me to eat up.

sad for josh. That A.guy just ran past him today and he doesnt even know that That is his love rival.

Damn That guy!
im supporting josh though i know its bad to allow him to have a affair behind minqi's back.hahaha.

i got a feeling he's gonna get her soon.`

editor in the making~`

2005-03-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

okay, i just got back from school cum KFC today. Dont' ask me anything, but im just so damn worned out now. Waiting for the bus was a killer and so was the squeezing part in the bus.

cutting my crap short for now! & oh, by the way, Ms Santha called me up today to do some oral stuff after complimenting me on my Title for the forum report that we did. Gosh she even wanted me to share & i had SO much difficulty expressing myself...was blushing quite alot. he smiled at me *gina told me* ...im FAINTING!!!

" CELINE CAN YOU COME UP HERE?"

"err....*oh shit*"

" blah blah....i was very impressed with her title...casiNO? blah blah blah....you have full/great potential of being a editor*looks at me*...you should be getting a scholarship from SPH *hearing claps and wolf whistles by now*and be a editor~!...good potential of being a EDITOR!"

"*blushes madly*"

"alright, can you share what you have written with the class?.."

" errr...huhhhh..."

it felt so weird standing infront of the class...& YES Ms Santha, i love blending with the walls!`

happy belated birthday to...ME!!!`

2005-03-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

hehhee...was my b-day ytd & i kind of enjoyed myself alot!
i know im bad...but i lied to Mr tan just to pon the 2.4km run. okay...im hearing boooos now. hahaa! spent it talking and crapping with jean, sarah, qian all these. but emaths test was a big major booboo...didnt know how to do loads of them...crap!

once the bell rang i just felt totally free cause sarah, me, minqi, chingsheng, kevin and kuaiwei were heading for orchard to watch THAT movie..hahaha...but that korean show ive been anticipating so much SUCKED! okay, so we bought the tickets and had an hour or so left & we all decided to go Heerens after eating at Burger Kings' ...Kevin was so cute and we just kept putting nice designed shirts at him, as if he was our model of the day. ahahha! wanted to take his picture with him wearing this blue shirt..but then he refused. how could he?! we just ran late for our movie after so much of that.

*still rmbing the image of me catching Kuanwei & Chingsheng looking at mirrors everywhere they go and spiking up their hair*

bday presents
`Debbi Bear from Truth!
` Perlini Silver bracelet from Lynn
`Hello Kitty magnet from Evan?!...freako cheapskate freak
` Free meal from VEGGY RICE UNCLE!!!...so gd rite?...
` Card with signatures...ehem..ehem...hahaha!

SENG YI CHU KA HAM MI DA!!!

motivations?..nah.

2005-03-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

im so freaking stressed up.
sch's practically trying all means & ways to motivate us to study, but in fact they are scaring the shits out of us.

O'levels---life changing point.

my b-day tml! hmm..but P.E. & E.maths test tml...they dont blend well do they? sick.

she's waiting for him
he nv showed up.
she's feeling empty.
he lost out.

2005-02-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

ah....lousy valentines' ytd. e sch just keeps emphasizing on it even though they are always telling us to concentrate on studies instead of BGR...madness. was super awkward when reminded of last yr's valentine's...was as if there's some drama serial going on where Guy A gives Girl a rose and Guy B was the one that Girl dated the next day?...hmm. but in e end Girl lost both of them. :*( dont get me wrong...there were no 1 leg on 2 boats incident.

but it's still nothing much like last yr's..it was boring this yr and there was obviously ALOT lesser ppl presenting roses and presents for their interest...ahhaa.

Happy Valentines' Day to all... :j

2005-02-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

BUSTED!

pa, bro & uncle is having some DVD marathon downstairs but i just couldnt be bothered to watch it with them. even fell aslp half-way through Matrix in the afternoon with my brother. hahaaa..sorry` somehow he just turned it off moments later & me proceeding to slp on a proper bed & air-con...den got woke up again to go AMK...it was boring. it's behaving like some ghost town...

returned home & worked out my fats on my Powerider & watched Ghost ship with my brother after that...it was like uncensored at some parts...u know?haahaa...shall not proceed to explain further.e movie wasnt that scary but more of NC-16 cause of all e gore....

school tml...running during p.e. again...gettting picked up for cafe cartel pork ribs after tt!`

post-CNY

2005-02-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

chinese new yr was so boring cause i just spent it watching tv whole night with my cousin while my other younger cousins fought over some shooting game on e com. ahhaha...they even wanted to ka jiao my friends but this time to no avail as many of them found out who they actually are...not me.hahaa.

tuesday's half day was even worst! trust me...PSG did some lame drama, only ONE nice dancing segment, lousy chinese new year definition speech, guzhen by Shan bing..hahaa. erm ok...it wasnt THAT boring...cause Gina Sarah & I went for breakfast at 7am before walking to sch and finding out that we were the minorities wearing school uniform..! when we reached school & saw him in WHITE and JEANS..with some nice BAG...(on him) hahaha...liao...just hit me that i had to take his pic...at tt moment when we were screaming at him..he turned around with evan and looked at us...we just ran away to e canteen...hahahaaa! after that we just got evan to use my phone to take his pic at the soccer field..he took about 4 and one extra shoban...ahhaha! liao..when i got back my phone and scroll through all, alot of girls were crowding around me to take a look at it...& one of them was smiling!!!! crazy....its on my screensaver now =p hahaa. even sent it to gina and going to send it to ang kai tml in school..ahhaha!

happybirthday!!!

2005-02-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!!!
just finished drama and im so tired.Just slacking there while others thought of plots all these. Being so tired just doesnt help much, i still have to drag myself out later to eat with my family...yeah!

he talked to me!!!! i was like happy tt Gan called my to write equations for the first time cause he was called up too....along with kuai wei lah...erbx

anyway i was like writing then suddenly i heard him say " there's a 2 there" OH MY GOODNESS. i just froze totally and said "oh ya, thanks" and quickly walk back while smiling like some stupid idiot...ahhaha! I was laughing and smiling so hard that Gan asked like" May i know what's so funny?" heeheh..just wished Kuai wei wasnt there...:x

but i dont like him..
i idolise him like a idol. *AHHHH*

很酷, 一點點可愛.

madforamoment`

2005-01-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

ok fine. im was mad for abt 2 hours today. cause SARAH threw my beautiful, wonderful, amazing, very style black organizer....at where? at JAMES again. ahahhahahaha...poor fellow. always kana bullied by the rest of us. shall stop dissing him. ya but then she apologized and we're fine now.

what are friends for.? ahaha.

btw, i managed to "talk" to him today..! thanks to chemistry?...yucks:s
okay,i was collecting gan's worksheet and having a Great workout walking around class cleaning boards & collecting papers like her slave, her maid from india. But when i checked the boxes for names..."glenn.."..."reuben..." "kahming..." then...i saw the name. XXX XXXX XXX without having a checked box. *oh ya..btw his brother looks e total opposite of him.*ahhaaahahhahahaha! i just burst out telling Gina and we were like "GO GO GO!" when the bell rang for recess to ask him.

when i saw his face..my hands turned 0degrees..and just found myself staring at his face.
amazing. but he just A.Ply said he never bring.
chey` to think that i could borrow his pencil...

" hand up e worksheet to Celine!"
i want to heard more of that
Ah....

2005-01-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

nothing much but loads of tests now & this upcoming wk..i just cant cant cant wait anymore longer for Chinese New Year holidays.

what do i do in school nowadays besides TRYING to concentrate on studies?

i oogle at ...... for 3/4 of my time in school. hahahaha.
well along with my other 2 or 3 or even MORE friends.

tt guy is just pure eye-candy.trust me.seeing is SERIOUSLY believing.
his like a clone of Jay.

ok..just more a.p.
but his smile just cleans he wrong-doings away. *2 lines on face!*

He's e man...! and giant-blusher James Tandy too. ahahhahahahhahaaaaaaaa.

2005-01-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

sunday night already..another wk gone and another wk's coming my way.
was practically studying from ytd till today?...seriously hoping to pass tm's geography test cause i havent been passing them for the last 2 tests?..dumb yip. i want nabil!

nothing much this wk, just pure boredom though gina's back..maybe cause we arent sitting together and it just makes talking so tough now, like how we were like trying hard to communicate during chinese period. Things were much easiler den, cause all we had to do was just scribble messages on our txtbks and act "guai" in front of the teacher and she wont even sense a single thing.
also been stressed by chem jobs. made me stay back during recess and waiting for those late pp to hand up work?!...didnt even listen much during amaths lesson cause i was just busy whispering to get ppl to pass messages like "hand-up-chem-hmwk!" around class.

drama's just trauma and quite crazy.
join only if u're really crazy.
but toooooo bad i just have to live with it for 4mths. otherwise i'll get a straight F9 to my cca points.

Btw,
CHOIR'S COLLAPSING!!! WHEE..
IM EVIL BUT ITS JUST HER RETRIBUTION....

opps sorry. ah hahahahhahaaaaaaa.
*runs away laughing*

finallyfinallyfinally!

2005-01-07T15:07:00.000+08:00

AH HAHA!!! finally people, THE WEEKENDS ARE FINALLY HERE!

its surprising how fast time passes by.cause just afew days ago i was still trying to adapt to early nights, tests shedules, piling homework & now, its simply unbelivable how fast time passes by.

this can only lead to one thing.

START REVISING SOON.

stresssssss

2005-01-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

cant believe that im made the CHEM REP!!! sorry..but im not excited at all for goodness sake. Of ALL the 3 science teachers, Tan, Chow, and Gan, i seriously think that Gan makes her reps. work the most...and their heads off!!! even today when i was ready to go home, heard lynn shouting for me at the concourse area...it was GAN lor..stupid. call me collect files first thing in the morning tml just cause reuben didnt rmb to do so. Killing reuben tml.

School's so sian now...gina's away for psl and moreover, Tan when to change our seats and even made us sit in single rows so that we can all rot in boredom during lesson time..but maybe tt's just good for us la...i just need some adjusting to my new surroundings...

& its jean's birthday tml!!!!

ringgggg~!

2005-01-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

argh...sch's starting in like 12hours later?
i feel damn damn "sick" now..cause feels like all the tests & extreme stress is coming back to me again. I need my Chinese New Year holidays fast!!!

but at least there'll be my gd friends to hang out with again. phew.
*crosses fingers.

pianist`

2004-12-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

There are times when I hit on e keys of e piano, I feel as if i've opened a door I cannot comprehend, yet e world within can only be understood by me.

merrychristmas`

2004-12-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

hahahaa..
merry christmas! but this yr's christmas is extremely boring, spent my entire morning watching mvp valentine... it must be that everyone's out to party & im just staying stuck at home?!

this is the worst christmas ever...
no party. no gifts. no him.

*oh ya...forgot to mention that Muthu curry has expanded & upgraded themselves so much that it shocked e crap out of my bro & i ytd..

so proud of you, MUTHU!*

exploded moments ago

2004-12-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

ahhh...im really exhausted with all the walking today.
really really am.

first me & sarah met and Buzz then went to j8...went to eat first?..then went to check out the shedules for the KungFu Hustle seats and got our tickets.the show was starting at like 12.20 & we had so much time tt we were practically walking around the same few areas for dont know how many rounds...but ya..watched the movie and this pink girl beside me was irritating me with her LOUD comments?...stupid fool. but the show was hilarious especially with the racing , spinning flower & flying to sky part. Hoping to get the vcd soon..next yr? Wow tt's long.

so went on to Orchard library awhile.. & Cineleisure which is filled with so many styled ppl tt i felt like e 2 of us are dressed like we're heading for the markets...haha! didnt stayed there long cause we saw SHARON CHAN?...no offence but she shouted for sarah then me & i was blur & we started running away from her..not really sure why but i know sarah practically hates her to the core.hahahaa. after tt we wanted to go the loos & headed for the mandarin hotel but just couldnt find a single cubical..wanted to act like a thai(her) & hknese(me) but still decided not to behave like 2 idiotic fools trying to fool the guards?..ahhaa

next stop was city hall--esplanade.Im really pissed tt i walked all the way to Esplanade hoping to borrow some piano bks but ended up u have to be a PREMIUM member to borrow them, i was like,"huh, what e..." so ended empty handed and decided to set on a coffee bean/starbucks quest & headed to Suntec City...regretted it halfway through the way cause i could sense my eyes shutting and my legs were starting to cramp...
reached the coffeebean outlet there and it was then when sarah realised she doesnt have enough cash?...like 20cts?!..hahaa but she still decided to go carrefour to get her meiji coffee milk...while i sipped on my ice-blended mocha...

5plus....was getting late after tt & decided to head home...sooooo tired noww...
needing a leg massage noww...

toughtogobackwhereweoncewere

2004-12-22T15:23:00.000+08:00

chatting for the first of...6mths?
super awkward...super weird...nothing to talk about...i feel like i wanna sign out.
he's crapping away and me like quiet?...
must survive this...

boredboredbored

2004-12-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

im so bored i can die...left with chem. & geo. homework.but my braincells just dont seem to work now..think they're getting rusty?..hahhaa.
phew...tml going out to library (nerd me) to borrow piano books and then go watch KUNGFU HUSTLE..it seems forever to wait for Stephen Chow's movies, i tell you. But its still worth the wait cause i've read movie reviews and he was like given 4.5 and 4 stars?! Ive nv seen Straits Times and Newpaper give so many stars to movies before..

he's just a total classic comedian..that joker.hahhaa

2004-12-20T13:06:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging lately...just kind of lazy to do.
im so dead im so dead im so dead...y?...he found out?! oh shit...its either he's super smart or someone idiotically when to tell him.
IM SO GONNA KILL TT *** IF I EVER FOUND OUT WHO TT PERSON IS.

ya...but ive gonna over him but yet he hasnt found this out yet..he said he was always with limited words with us was cause he felt awkward...It didnt came from his mouth but it was Gina who told me.But she said she could sense he felt as disappointed as me on how our 3yrfriendship is wrapping up just like that..but i dont know.

now all i wan is for us to return to how we used to be-pure good friends.it was no wonder during the holidays tt whenever i came online and i see him, he just signs out just in a split second. i finally understood why.
i just want to say im sorry if you're thinking tt me treating you nice & being your gd friend is just a fake show in order to get close to you. but im not.

By e way, i finally understood your last sms.PerfectFriend. =j

Incomparable Jay Spendid Experience!!!

2004-11-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

Wow Whee!!!!
So darn nice k...hahahahaaaa....meet Sarah, Jean and Minqi also...then sat at A31 row 9 which is quite front la...hahahaa..at first there were these 3 red velvet curtains on stage...so when u enter...it just feels so much like u're watching his vcd or dreaming...everything seems so unreal and numb..hahaahha!

while waiting....got a call from Sarah and said JJ lin was here too...and it was then i saw him very near me...can see his face clearly and he abit act la and dancing again..---ahhaa..funny. but then he walked away again...after which i saw his pink shirt guy la..he quite big size and entering from our there and my brother said tt it was nan quan mama's Dai Pao..but no one seemed to care abt him..aha hahahaha..After that there was some commotion la..it was Slyvester and Taufik from Sg Idol..liao they sat the best seats lor...lucky!

So everything started at abt 8.45 and everyone screaming..they had his black tunnel things for Jay to walk through and some parts were not covered so some of them when to see...and they saw him and screamed so loudly till everyone looked at their direction...so everyone prepared hearts so watch his POWER show...

started with yi fu zhi ming where he came down from the cross and everyone started snapping pictures like crazy and waving lightsticks..so nice!!!...he sang a mixture of every album's songs la...so damn worth it..i was quite moved when he started singing Ni Ting De Dao and Ai Wo Bie Zou, which is currently the song i like..so darn nice!!! lucky kor got record the clip down...phew!
I was so dazed i cant rmb much la..but its power power power packed...it just gives one goosebumps that i cant explain...

Somemore he's so close!!!!!!!! and he even jumped on the speakers at all 4 corners, driving everyone nuts. At that time u can just see his dimples, so adorable! its like when i look at him upclose, its like im looking at my own Msn avatar picture...tt's how gd he looks...and tt's how photogenic he is..

ahahha...one part very funny when Jay singing Shuang Dao cuz at our entrance there i noticed this guy in weird dressing and make-up..and my brother waved light sticks at him..then he WINKED AND SMILED LIKE PERVERT AT US..so funny!!! after tt he was gone...thought he was just some dancer but there's more to it...HE"S SUPPOSE TO BE THE ONE TT FIGHTS WITH JAY IN SHUANG DAO!!!!!! it seems unbelievable cause he just smiled and u awhile ago and now he's fighting one on one face to face with JAY CHOU?! heheeh..

it just ended with one extra song and him playing DRUMS AT OUR AREA...u can just see him whacking the drums hard and his face...darn..so adorable!!!!!......couldnt stand it...and he threw his drumsticks to the audience as well!!!!! freak...so is the lucky ass.

haix..its hard to explain la..too much to be said...i just have one sentence to say...

experience it yourself...and u'll know` =)

tearingapart///

2004-11-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

so BORING lor..feeling bad cause supposed to go cousin's house to collect bks then suddenly cancelled it last minute yesterday night?!...but said sorry to her already...so i hope i dont give the impression tt im DAO like what most of my close friends call me..haha ;)

Sucks!!!! JAY CHOU CONCERT IS LIKE TML AND I CANT GO CAUSE I GOING FOR THE 2ND ONE?!...1St i heard is always better la..but i dunno..i guess so la..HURRY KOR!!! GO COLLECT THE TICKETS FROM YOUR FRIEND NOWWWWW...NO more HESITATION!

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Anyway, time is passing by so darn quickly...cant believe it. Its has been 3 yrs going 4th that i had graduated from my primary sch and now am abt to graduate from secondary sch in one yrs' time?...its so fast....

Rmbing the moment i stepped into the strange and old looking Rangoon Road School which seems so darn weird to me...met Gina and Sarah...we were always hanging out together..had our frequent disagreements but still made up again...Sarah and I would always be loggerheads..cause during primary sch I was her Suan Target..haha..but soon enough we got used to our shits and became great friends or so i thought..3rd yr now and it seems tt we ARE drifting apart...Sarah has her own grp of friends now though we still are rather gd pals and i found out recently tt Gina isnt asking us to movie trips but chose to go with others instead...rather saddening eh?

Now i see we cant really hang out as much and talk shit as much as we used to last time when we came together with the same thought in our minds which is fear & helplessness..fear & helplessness brought us together, bonding us with an invisible string called Friendship...
Though they still are my main grp of friends tt i love so much tt i just share simply everything and able to me myself at ease with..i think the Invisible String is already starting to wear out & tearing apart....

Still even if it does tear..i'll still always rmb them for helping me out during tough times and the experiences they have unexpectedly brought me through these yrs...

sMiLe!!! =)

First movie in many months!

2004-11-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

Yawn....

Was so very bored yesterday that me and sarah went to catch a movie..intially wanted to watch "SharkTales".but ended up watching a Thai horror flim called "Shutter" instead. Man! that movie totally scared the hell out of both of us! It just took last then 1/2 an hour to wish to get out of the cinema..cause we kept looking at my watch to check is it time to get out..hahaha! But its nice la..the movie..the actor quite shuai. Just hate it when they like to make those weird sounds like suddenly "BANG!" like tt..oh ya! n got one scene is so damn funny..Tun was in the toilet cubical and the toilet roll ran out *he should have came n look for me! i have tons n tons of those* so he went n ask the next door person..but the hand handing him the tissue freaked him out cause it was painted red and so pointed..ahaa..so he ran out and kick the door open..to find a Transvestite guy in the cubical..saying "can i take a poo first?" and tiling his face slighty in that faint voice..hahahahaahhahaa. It was tt part tt really brought the whole cinema in laughters..funny.laughed so damn hard. Anyway...the whole show was a terror..ended up the shuai guy become "ki siao" cause he keeps thinking that the ghost is ridding on him..

So after 1.5 hours of rollercoaster, we went to eat our burgers la..cause in cinema too scared to eat.Eat liao then we went to buy a b-day present for Gina..cause her b-day is next wk..24th Nov. ya..hahaa...we both picked a orange cup with a rather cute cat imprinted on it...still owe Sarah 5.20..must try to save it liao..after that Sarah had to go n meet her mum first so i went alone to give gina her present and she said she really love it alot..Good.hahaa.

at least yesterday didnt go to waste!